Are such a waste of time always, I need to find the right one, or better yet she needs to find me. The weather Brand New and longboarding are the only things keeping me sane. Whatever =/

sweet

My insides tearing apart and the sky closing in on me, with my only escape to being breathing.

Isn't much more than an endless circle of love,hate,lust,greed,and lies. I don't understand why we all continue to allow our selves to fall into it,why do we put up with shit people tell us,why do we continue to let ourselves live on? I'm done caring I've given up and I feel that nothing change this much. I want a cute girlfriend that will keep me happy.At least I have friends that keep me happy. Last I have music. Those are the only things I really want in life a girl to call my own, friends that care about my well being,and music. Take any of that away I'll be shitty and depressed until I can get it back. Think about this it may open your mind.

Time to allow the real me to come back into play.

This whole change thing is actually working out. I have a girlfriend that I hate to love. I'm so confused about what to do because I don't want to screw up this time. On another note it feels like I'm becoming distant with all my friends,I guess that life just doesn't work out fairly for me or anyone in truth. I just hate how I always manage to date girls who I can never see except on weekends and that scarcely happens. I'm starting to give up all hopes on dreams I had,when I'm older I guess I'll just become a cog on the working machine.Freshman year is almost over I'm hoping my approach on school will drastically change,I hope I stick with lacrosse,I hope I get a job,I hope I hold a steady relationship,I hope I can get these friendships to stop fading,I hope this happens. I wish this wasn't all false hope. Take time and think about this. Love frodo

Reminds me so much of when I was 10 and 11 during the summer in Pennsylvania and it makes me realize how much better it was there then here in Florida I would do anything to go back in time to before I got fat and prevent it from happening and start listening to really good music and writing poetry young.Then when it came to 6th grade prevent moving to Florida. Even tho I would regret never getting to meet any of my friends here I still believe it would be worth it because I would still be able to find them some how. I miss chilly falls freezing winters mild springs and humid summers get them back for me please.

As i walk into these starry fields i hope for nothing but to break the horizon
Dawn is making its approach from the east so let us head west to make this last forever
I know this has no sentimental value to you but this means everything to me
If i can't have you now i don't want you ever
But promise me one thing.............that this night will never end.

that will sit with me in a dark room and nothing else,somebody to talk to,somebody that i can call mine thats all i ask for

LOVE IS LIKE A BUCKET OF APPLES,IT GETS NOWHERE.. =D

sucked this year i must say 1st no job,2nd got robbed at knife point in Brazil,3rd just all around sucked the best part this summer is it ending but mucho love oo wait warped tour was the best part =D go a shirt signed by chiodos woot okay love you bye

me and oliver    <a href="http://tinypic.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i17.tinypic.com/2qa71oy.jpg" border="0" alt="Image and video hosting by TinyPic"></a> are best friends and gotinto a big fight but every thing is better now ummmm yeah i wish i could find some one i actually like but shwat ever peace out yo